Saturday, May 4, 2013

Guest Review - - A Prior Engagement


A Prior Engagement
By Karina Bliss
Publisher: Harlequin (Super Romance)
Release Date: May 7, 2013



For nineteen months Juliet Browne has mourned the death of the man she loved. Lee Davis was killed in action in Afghanistan. His New Zealand Special Forces buddies found the engagement ring Lee bought for Juliet in his effects and brought it home for Juliet to wear. The months that they have shared their grief over Lee have made Juliet a part of the tribe. Claire Langford, widow of one team member and recent fiancĂ©e of another, has become Juliet’s best friend. Because Lee’s friends want Juliet to be happy and move on with her life, they set her up with a new guy. Just when she does move on with this new man, Jules gets a series of increasingly agitated texts and calls from Lee’s friends. Nate Wyatt, Claire’s fiancĂ©, instructs her to go home so he and Clare can meet her and deliver some good news. Juliet faints when she hears their news: Lee Davis is alive.

Lee may be suffering from retrograde amnesia and be fuzzy about the circumstances surrounding the explosion that killed his friend Steve Langford and led to the belief that Lee was dead, but not even nineteen months as a prisoner of the Taliban is enough to wipe out the memory of Juliet’s rejecting his proposal and the $10,000 ring he’d bought because his Jules deserved the best. The more Lee learns about the place Juliet now holds within his circle of family and friends, the greater his anger and resentment becomes. He decides to play along with the deception so that he can personally see that Juliet pays the price for her deceit.

Juliet wants to tell Lee the truth, and she’s already making plans to pay him back the money she inherited from his estate. But she’s been warned to be careful with him, and since he seems to have forgotten their parting and remembers only the night of love that preceded it, she’s uncertain about whether he is ready to hear the truth. She loves Lee more than ever, but she is still persuaded that they are all wrong for one another.

With Lee determined to make Jules suffer and Jules guiltily delaying telling him the truth she believes he has forgotten until she thinks he is strong enough to hear it, the stage is set for tension and simmering conflict. But neither Jules nor Lee has taken into account the attraction that is, as Jules thinks of it, “always there—a trail of gunpowder waiting for a spark.” Neither of them is ready to admit that the love they share is greater than the obstacles that must overcome.

I read What the Librarian Did three years ago on the recommendation of several friends. It turned out to be one of my top reads of 2010, and I added Karina Bliss to my list of autobuy authors and glommed her backlist. I have enjoyed all of Bliss’s Special Forces books, but A Prior Engagement is exceptional even in this strong series. Bliss does in this book what she does best: she takes a well-worn romance convention and makes it her own with characters who are messy and complicated, who make mistakes, who allow their emotions to overrule their reason, and who are made vulnerable by love. They are so real you feel as if you could share a cup of coffee with them and so engaging you can’t forget them.

In Here Comes the Groom (January 2011), Bliss uses a friends-to-lovers plot and pushes it to the limit to give Dan Jansen and Jocelyn Swann their HEA. In Stand-in Wife (August 2011), she takes the overused twin switch and gives it a fresh twist, uniting Dan’s free-spirited sister Vivienne and Ross Coltrane, the coolest, most controlled of the SF team. There’s nothing new about a widow’s second time to fall in love or a hero with survivor’s guilt, but Bliss gives new dimensions to both in Bring Him Home (June 2012), the story of Claire Langford and Nathan Wyatt.

The Lazarus soldier is not new in romance either, but there is nothing trite in A Prior Engagement. Bliss shows us the process and the pain of Lee’s resurrection. The reader sees the scars left by the manacles Lee’s captors used to chain him. She winces at the missing digit on one finger and the uneven nails growing back, sickened by the suffering to which they testify. Each detail--from Lee’s embracing the rain on his trip home to the obsessive shopping trip with the ill-fitting clothes that remind him of how he has changed--reveals the price this soldier paid. Sympathy for Jules is strong too as she struggles with her guilt and with doing what’s best for Lee, all while trying to protect her own heart. My heart cracked a bit at her reaction when she first sees Lee after his return:

A minute ago if she’d been asked to describe him in one word she would have used dazzling. His smile, his looks, his charming personality. He reminded her of summer. Except there was nothing of summer about him now. If she’d seen him on the street she wouldn’t have recognized him.

Some fans of contemporary romance avoid category romances. Trust me, some of the best writing in the subgenre is being written by Superromance authors, and Karina Bliss is among the most gifted. I highly recommend the Special Forces series, but if you only read one of the quartet, make it A Prior Engagement.

And next year Bliss will give us a book that features as hero rock star Zander Freedman from What the Librarian Did (and with small parts in Bring Him Home and A Prior Engagement). Talk about redeeming the irredeemable! How cool is that?

~Janga
http://justjanga.blgspot.com




Friday, May 3, 2013

New Releases for May

Happy May, everyone! May is a very busy month at my house. It is filled with so many end-of-the-school-year activities and marks the start of our summer vacation. Because we are an American history loving family, our vacation this summer will be spent in Springfield, Illinois. My kids love anything and everything to do with Abraham Lincoln and are super excited! Do you have any special vacation plans this summer? If so, what? 

I have not had a chance to read any May releases yet. Have you? If so, which May releases have you read? Of those, which ones do you recommend? Which ones are you most looking forward to reading? Tell us and one lucky commenter will win a random book from my prize stash!

Until June, happy reading!

 
*** Please note: I will be at my youngest sister’s college graduation today. I’m so proud! Because it is out of town and I am driving there, I will respond to comments when I can. Thanks! ***

 

  

Historical 

Tarnished Amongst the Ton – Louise Allen
An Indiscreet Debutant – Lorelie Brown (e-book)
One More Kiss – Mary Blaney
Benjamin Franklin’s Bastard – Sally Cabot (Historical Fiction)
The Marrying Season – Candace Camp
Midnight Temptations with a Forbidden Lord – Tiffany Clare
Wyoming Solace – Alanna Coca
Lisbon – Lynne Connolly
A Wedding in Springtime – Amanda Forester
True to the Law – Jo Goodman
Lady Vivian Defies a Duke – Samantha Grace
Lord of Wicked Intentions – Lorraine Heath
The Inquisitor’s Wife – Jeanne Kalogridis (Historical Fiction)
The Beauty Within – Marguerite Kaye
Her Hesitant Heart – Carla Kelly
Blood Between Queens – Barbara Kyle (Historical Fiction)
The Prince’s Bride – Julianne MacLean
Black Venus – James MacManus (Historical Fiction)
The Devil’s Heart – Cathy Maxwell
The Greatest of Sins – Christine Merrill
What a Lady Needs – Kasey Michaels
The Mystery Woman – Amanda Quick
A Spear of Summer Grass – Deanna Raybourn (Historical Fiction)
A Passion for Pleasure – Nina Rowan
Royal Mistress – Anne Easter Smith (Historical Fiction)
Long Live the King – Fay Weldon (Historical Fiction) 

 

Contemporary 

The Time of My Life – Cecelia Ahern (Women’s Fiction)
Maya’s Notebook – Isabel Allende (Women’s Fiction)
No Strings Attached – Kate Angell
Cost of Repairs – A.M. Arthur
Flawless – Tilly Bagshawe (Women’s Fiction)
Homecoming – Lacey Baker
Half Moon Hill – Toni Blake
Between Heaven and Texas – Marie Bostwick (Women’s Fiction)
He’s Gone – Deb Caletti (Women’s Fiction)
The Lost Husband – Katherine Center (Women’s Fiction)
All the Summer Girls – Meg Donahue (Women’s Fiction)
Can’t Stand the Heat – Shelly Ellis
Table for Seven – Whitney Gaskell (Women’s Fiction)
Someday, Someday, Maybe – Lauren Graham (Women’s Fiction)
Cowboy Take Me Away – Jane Graves
Fly Away – Kristin Hannah (Women’s Fiction)
A Dual Inheritance – Joanna Hershon (Women’s Fiction)
Forces of Nature – Cheris Hodges
Honey Pie – Donna Kauffman
The Week Before the Wedding – Beth Kendrick (Women’s Fiction)
What a Mother Knows – Leslie Lehr (Women’s Fiction)
The Repeat Year – Andrea Lochen (Women’s Fiction)
Changing Lanes – Kathleen Long (Women’s Fiction)
Whisper’s Edge – LuAnn McLane
The Blossom Sisters – Fern Michaels (Women’s Fiction)
The Glass Wives – Amy Sue Nathan (Women’s Fiction)
The Lake House – Marci Nault (Women’s Fiction)
Meant to Be – Terri Osburn
Mending the Moon – Susan Palwick (Women’s Fiction)
Game On – Tracy Solheim
All He Ever Dreamed – Shannon Stacey
Barefoot in the Sun – Roxanne St. Claire
A House Divided – Kimberla Lawson Roby (Women’s Fiction)
More Than You Know – Nan Rossiter (Women’s Fiction)
The Perfume Collector – Kathleen Tessaro (Women’s Fiction)
The Apple Orchard – Susan Wiggs
Wind Chime Point – Sherryl Woods
Down London Road – Samantha Young

 

YA/Teen 

Rumor Central – ReShonda Tate Billingsley
Spirit and Dust – Rosemary Clement-Moore (Paranormal)
Towering – Alex Flinn (Paranormal)
Because of Low – Abbi Glines (e-book)
The Rose Throne – Mette Ivie Harrison (Fantasy)
Chosen at Nightfall – C.C. Hunter (Paranormal)
Dark Triumph – Robin LaFevers (Fantasy)
Game – Barry Lyga
True – Erin McCarthy
The Year of Luminous Love – Lurlene McDaniel
Walking Disaster – Jamie McGuire
Arclight – Josin L. McQuein (Futuristic)
Parallel – Lauren Miller (Paranormal)
Darius & Twig – Walter Dean Myers
Mystic – Alyson NoĂ«l (Paranormal)
Life After Theft – Aprilynne Pike (Paranormal)
If I Should Die – Amy Plum (Paranormal)
Gorgeous – Paul Rudnick (Fantasy)
The Botfriend App – Katie Sise
Icons – Margaret Stohl (Futuristic)
How Zoe Made Her Dreams (Mostly) Come True – Sarah Strohmeyer
The 5th Wave – Rick Yancey (Futuristic)
The Lucy Variations – Sara Zarr
Loki’s Wolves – K.L. Armstrong & M.A. Marr (Fantasy)
Invisibility – Andrea Cremer & David Levithan (Paranormal) 

 

Romantic Suspense 

Headed for Trouble – Suzanne Brockmann
Sworn to Protect – Jo Davis
Bare it All – Lori Foster
Midnight Secrets – Ella Grace
Dangerous Refuge – Elizabeth Lowell
Aainst the Edge – Kat Martin
Lucky Like Us – Jennifer Ryan (e-book)
Rage – Debra Webb 

 

Paranormal 

As Twilight Falls – Amanda Ashley
Hecate’s Own – Dana Marie Bell
Hearts of Shadow – Kira Brady
One for the Wicked – Karina Cooper
Wicked as She Wants – Delilah S. Dawson
The Cursed – Alyssa Day
Undone – Sara Humphreys
The Tower – Jean Johnson
Roses in Moonlight – Lynn Kurland
Time Thief – Katie MacAlister
Heart of Iron – Bec McMaster
A Highland Werewolf Wedding – Terry Spear
Running Wild – Joely Skye
Nightbound – Lynn Viehl
Oath Bound – Rachel Vincent
Eternal Demon – Laura Wright
Predatory – Alexandra Ivy, Nina Bangs, Dianne Duvall, Hannah Jayne 

 

Urban Fantasy 

Hair Raising – Kevin J. Anderson
Rogue Descendant – Jenna Black
Generation V – M.L. Brennan
Fall Night – Rachel Caine
Dead Man’s Deal – Jocelynn Drake
Graveyard Child – M.L.N. Hanover
Dead Ever After –Charlaine Harris
Tarnished – Rhiannon Held
Dark Days – Caitlin Kittredge
Alien in the House – Gini Koch 

 

Erotica/Erotic Romance 

Rocky Mountain Rebel – Vivian Arend (e-book)
Ours to Love – Shayla Black
Shameless Desire – Tina Donahue (e-book)
Dark Wolf – Kate Douglas
Taken by a Vampire – Joey W. Hill
Kissin’ Tell – Lorelei James
Blush – Lauren Jameson
Wuthering Heights – I.J. Miller

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Today's Special - - Jo Davis



Jo Davis is back with a brand new book and that makes me a very happy reader!  I fell in love with Jo's characters during her Firefighters of Station Five series and have been lobbying for a story for police officer Shane Ford since the moment he walked onto the page.  I'm very happy to say that SWORN TO PROTECT,  Jo's new book (out May 7 ) is Shane's story and wow, is it good!  Jo recently answered some questions for me about Shane's book and her new Sugarland Blue series.  ~PJ






Hi Jo!  Welcome back to The Romance Dish!  It’s been too long since we’ve seen your smiling face around here.  Congratulations on the upcoming release of SWORN TO PROTECT, the first book in your new Sugarland Blue series.  Will you please tell our readers what to expect from this book and the new series?

Hi PJ! Yes, it has been much too long since I’ve visited, and I’m thrilled to be back!
The Sugarland Blue series is a spinoff of my Firefighters of Station Five series, and is centered on the Sugarland Police Department. It’s the stories of our brave men in blue, the dangers they face, and the women who love them. Each book is romance laced with plenty of suspense as our heroes fight to put away the bad guys.

It was wonderful to return to Sugarland and catch up with a few of our favorite characters from your Firefighters of Station Five series while also meeting new ones who will feature prominently in the Sugarland Blue series.  Will you continue to interweave characters from the two series in future books? 

Yes. I love to keep old favorites in view of the readers. Sugarland is a fully rounded community, firemen and police often meeting at calls or off the job, and as such, it would be odd for me not to include them working together.

I appreciated that their inclusion was so organic and not an obvious "Oh look!  Here's a previous character update for your reading pleasure!"  

Faithful Firefighters of Station Five readers (like me!) have been waiting a long time for Shane Ford’s story (it was well worth the wait!).   What one thing would you like our readers to know about Shane?

I’ve been getting requests for years for Shane’s story, and I’m excited to finally bring it to readers! RT Book Reviews calls Shane a “superhero without a cape” and that’s exactly what he is. Shane is the epitome of what a man should be. He’s loyal, loves hard and plays harder. He loves his godson Drew, and Daisy, and will move heaven and earth to keep them safe.

Daisy is a terrific heroine – one of my favorites this year.  What would you like readers to understand about Daisy?

Daisy loves kids, and troubled teens in particular. Her job with the Sugarland PD is working as a juvenile officer, helping those kids who are at risk to stay out of trouble. This woman has a heart of gold, but she’s been hurt by Shane in the novella ARMED AND DANGEROUS. When book 1 begins, SWORN TO PROTECT, she’s not willing to let him hurt her again. Shane’s got his work cut out for him to earn her trust.

I’ve never had a close relationship with a police officer but your depiction of them, from the squad room to the pool room to a midnight stake-out is exactly as I imagined it would be.  What kind of research did you do for this book? 



Not too many people know that my first husband was a police officer. I spent lots of weekends hanging out with him and his cop friends, listening to their stories and learning the lingo. I also spent a lot of time picking things up from him at home, and learned a ton about laws, police procedure, and how their jobs really work. This was long before I was an author, so who knew those life lessons would come in handy one day?

I also have a personal friend, a police detective, who helps me specifically with scenes or problems with my series if I have questions. He’s invaluable, and it’s essential I get things correct. (Hi, Jerry!) Any mistakes I make, though, are my own.






If writing these books puts you on the edge of your seat as much as reading them does for me (I was up half the night finishing SWORN TO PROTECT) then you must be flat worn out by the time you finish.  How do you relax when you’re not holed up in your writing cave?  Hobbies?  Favorite activities?

Selfishly, I’m not sorry I kept you up half the night! LoL! But yes, I’m worn out when I finish a book. To relax, my guilty pleasure is going to get a massage. There’s nothing like getting those tired muscles worked for an hour or so to relieve the tension and help me unwind. I also catch up on my reading, walking, shopping, and lunching with the girlfriends.

Oh, massages!  I so need one right about now!

You’ve recently moved into a new home.  Congratulations!  I’ve recently moved too and, though I’m making progress, I’m still living in a sea of boxes.  Any tips on settling in and making a new house a home? 

Thanks so much! I’ve enjoyed every second of being in the new house, even unpacking. I’ve loved “nesting”, or making it my own. My tip is start new with everything. Toss out the old junk, right down to stuff like that half-used bottle of shampoo that’s starting to form a crust. (Eww!) I stripped the old appliances in the kitchen and had them replaced because they were damned near as old as me! It’s therapeutic, and so much fun. Next stop is Bed, Bath, and Beyond for household pretties.

We must be on the same wave-length.  Bed, Bath and Beyond is on my list of stops for today.  Last week was Macy's for new towels and sheets.  Got them on sale at a great price but the comfort of brand new sheets and towels is worth three times the price I paid!

What authors do you enjoy reading when you’re not busy writing your own books?

I enjoy Jim Butcher, Stephen King, John Sandford for the more mainstream escape. I also enjoy m/m romances by many different authors.

What’s next?

SWORN TO PROTECT is out on May 7th! Here’s the blurb:

Detective Shane Ford, Sugarland’s favorite cop, has been blindsided by the sudden death of his best friend, NFL star Brad Cooper, and becoming the legal guardian of Brad’s son, Drew—a bitter, angry sixteen-year-old with a dangerous secret. Shane is determined to pry the truth from Drew, but only manages to alienate him—and winds up going head to head with Juvenile Detective Daisy Callahan, whose job is to protect the teen’s best interests.

Shane has always been drawn to Daisy’s beauty and strength, but he’s determined not to allow their intense attraction to interfere with his duty ever again. It’s a vow that will prove difficult to keep, as the realities of Shane and Daisy’s blossoming love and their growing bond with the grieving teen propel Shane headlong into danger for the new family he’s sworn to protect.





I also have a 3-part e-novella series coming out later this year that I can’t say much about yet. It’s contemporary romance. Stay tuned for more information!

After that is HUNTER’S HEART (Alpha Pack #4) writing as J.D. Tyler, coming in September. This is Ryon Hunter’s story, and I’m very excited about this one. It’s a “predator” story, if you will. The most chilling danger to the team is the monster they can’t see coming…









Thanks, Jo!  It’s been a pleasure hosting you today.  I wish you all the best with your new series.  It’s off to a great start with SWORN TO PROTECT.  I can’t wait to see what comes next!

Thank you for having me here today! It’s been great to be back!

Do you have a question for our readers today?

Question: Who is your favorite movie or TV cop/detective/FBI agent of all time? What was the name of their character and the show?

Jo is giving a signed copy of SWORN TO PROTECT to one randomly chosen person who leaves a comment on today's blog.  (U.S. addresses only please)

Visit Jo's website for more information on this bestselling author as well as the books she writes, both as Jo Davis and as J.D. Tyler.  You can also like her Facebook page here and follow her on Twitter here.  



 SWORN TO PROTECT Excerpt from Chapter 1
Copyright Jo Davis, 2013
All Rights Reserved, Penguin Group, USA

“It’s way too damned quiet around here.”
Several other cops groaned and a couple of them shot Taylor Kane the death glare. Shane Ford just smirked, getting more comfortable with his booted feet propped on his desk and crossed at the ankles.
His cousin, Christian Ford, a recent transplant from the Dallas, Texas PD, wadded up a sheet of paper and launched it at Taylor’s face. “Thanks a lot for jinxin’ us, dipshit,” he drawled. “Even the dumbest rookie knows better than to let the Q word pass his lips.”     
Taylor slapped a file onto his desk with a grimace of disgust. “I’m just sayin’ I’m sick of investigating vandalism and stolen bicycles, that’s all. It’s a waste of my rather large and brilliant brain—shut up, Chris.” At the other man’s snort, he threw the paper wad back, missing his target.
“Hey, there’s a lot of money to be had fencing bikes,” Shane said, crossing his arms over his chest. “And a crime is a crime.”
“I know, but it’s boring. Since Jesse Rose and his bunch got shut down last year, nothing exciting has happened around here,” their friend griped. “I’m about to lose my frickin’ mind.”
Shane suppressed a shudder. Jesse Rose was a homeland terrorist that had planned to blow up their fine city of Sugarland, Tennessee, and had damned near succeeded. A Sugarland Fire Dept. captain by the name of Sean Tanner, along with Shane and the entire police force, had been instrumental in stopping the bastard just in time. Tanner had since been promoted to battalion chief, and it was a well-deserved honor as far as Shane was concerned.
Another new hire, Tonio Salvatore, spoke up. “That case Shane and Daisy solved last month was pretty exciting . . .” An uncomfortable silence fell over the room. “What? What’d I say?”
Shane’s good mood did a belly flop and curdled in his stomach. It always did whenever someone mentioned Daisy Callahan’s name and the case that had almost gotten them both killed. Or worse, when he was forced to exchange polite, professional conversation with the stunning blond juvenile officer. Especially when all he wanted to do was bend her over the nearest flat surface and fuck her until she screamed his name.
Yeah, their passionate affair hadn’t been such a great idea before, and that fact hadn’t changed.
Easing his legs off the desk, he studied the other officers’ faces. Most reflected curiosity, the barely disguised desire to pry. So, they didn’t really know, just likely suspected. Chris was the only one who knew, and it seemed he’d kept his promise not to say anything to the others. Their friends were merely attuned to the sudden tension that snapped like a rubber band whenever Shane and Daisy were mentioned in the same sentence, or the two of them were in a room together.
Shane wasn’t about to satisfy their avid curiosity.
“Our lack of excitement means nobody has been murdered,” Shane said dryly, sidestepping the reference to him and Daisy. “Let’s not borrow trouble.”
“Too late for that.” Their captain, Austin Rainey, swiped a trickle of sweat from his rugged face with one hand as he approached. “Goddamn, this heat is already bad enough to poach an egg and it’s not even spring yet.”
Shane studied the man’s grayish pallor. Austin wasn’t just his supervisor, he was a good friend who’d been through a rough time in the last couple of years. The man’s bitch of a wife was really putting him through the ringer lately. Shane feared for his health, as did the men and women who respected and loved him.
“You okay, Cap?” Shane asked him. “It’s February and it’s not that hot in here. You’re not looking so good.”
Austin waved off his concern as usual and addressed his detectives. “We’ve got a body in the gulley out on 49. White male, no ID, shot once in the back of the head, execution-style.” He shot Taylor a baleful glare. “Since you’re so fucking bored, you can take this one with Shane. Oh, and you can do all the reports, too.”
Taylor grimaced as a few others snickered. “Thanks a million, Cap.”
“Don’t mention it. Get the lead out, Eden and the FU are already on their way.”
Shane had to smile a little at that—Eden and the FU, as though they were a rock group. But it was appropriate since Nashville’s taciturn medical examiner and the Sugarland PD’s forensic investigations unit sort of went together, like a guitar and strings. Though they were employed by separate entities, they worked toward the common goal of finding and analyzing clues that would help the police locate and apprehend the bad guys.
And then there was the shortening of FIU to FU, which one of the uniformed officers had jokingly said stood for “Fuck U” because the science geeks thought they were smarter than a bunch of cops.
“On it.” Taylor grabbed a set of keys off his desk and jingled them, looking at Shane. “I’ll drive.”
As they headed out, Shane fell into step beside him. “Happy now? You got the murder you wanted, and a messy one, too.”
The other man shrugged. “I’m not happy someone bought it, but it happens.”
“You like solving the puzzle. A lot of us do.” That might seem strange or morbid to some, but to them, the need to make the pieces fit, the satisfaction they felt when they were successful, was normal.
“For me, the seemingly random pieces are more like snippets of a story, and aren’t usually random at all,” Taylor said thoughtfully. “The body is the last chapter, and I have to read the story backwards to find out what led up to it.”
“Never thought of it like that before, like reading a book in reverse.”
He pondered that as they pushed outside and the humidity hit them, shrouding them like a steaming, wet bed sheet. But that wasn’t the only reason he suddenly felt as though he was suffocating.
Daisy Callahan was striding purposefully up the steps to the precinct, and all the spit dried up in Shane’s mouth at the sight of her. Like the other detectives, himself included, she wore street clothes consisting of dark pants and a casual shirt, a holstered gun and badge at her hip, but there the similarities ended. Blond hair was pulled back into a ponytail, emphasizing an angular face adorned with little makeup, large blue eyes and a wide mouth. The woman was a long, tall drink of water on a scorching day, five feet, ten inches of lean muscle and confident stride that should have made her seem mannish except she was anything but.
Her breasts were full, and he knew from experience how they spilled over a man’s hands, ripe and tasty. He knew how smooth her skin was, how small her waist just above the slight flare and curve of womanly hips. How toned those long thighs were, just how fantastic they looked wrapped around his waist as he—
“Earth to Shane?”
He blinked, becoming aware that he and Taylor had stopped in front of Daisy. Taylor had greeted her and they’d exchanged a few words, and now they were both regarding him with two completely different expressions—Taylor with amusement and Daisy with a polite detachment he’d grown to hate.
Completely my fault. I’m a first class jerk.
“I’m sorry, what?” He hoped his smile gave no indication of just how desolate he felt inside. Given the unnatural tightness of his face, he suspected he’d failed.
“You guys caught the body out on I-49?” Her look was cool, appraising.
“Word travels fast as always,” he said, striving to keep his tone even. “Yeah, we’re headed out there now.”
She made a face. “You and half the county, no doubt. Good luck, once the news people decipher the dispatch that went out on the scanner. I figure you’ve got an hour, tops, before the real madness hits.”
“Shit, we’d better make tracks.” But he couldn’t get his feet to move. Daisy turned to go, and on impulse, he called after her. “Wait!”
She blinked at him, surprise causing the mask to slip. “What is it?”
“Can I . . . have a word with you?” He sent a pointed look at Taylor, who nodded and walked toward the parking lot. Thankfully without comment.
Once he was out of earshot, his former lover gazed at Shane coolly. “Is there something about the case that you couldn’t say in front of Taylor?”
“Of course not.” He ran a hand through his hair. Never had he felt more awkward around a woman, and it was his own fault. “Dammit, I hate this weird distance between us.”
“Really?” She gave an incredulous laugh. “That’s funny, considering distance is exactly what you wanted. And lots of it. Which I gave you.” Her last words were clipped. Angry.
“We were friends before and I ruined that. You’ll never know how sorry I am,” he said quietly.
The blunt edge of growing hostility disappeared as quickly as it had begun to form, and her face softened. “Me, too. But I guess I can’t blame our failure solely on you. I’m the dumbass who slept with a friend—a fellow cop—and I should’ve damned well known better. So, lesson learned.”
A raw lump formed in his throat and he spoke with difficulty. “I’d like to think we’re still friends. Or can be again.” He waited, but she didn’t let him off the hook. “Want to grab a beer after work sometime? Or coffee? I’m free Sunday—”
“Stop.” Looking away, she regained tight control of the abject misery that had flashed across her beautiful features. “Just stop, okay? I’m not there yet. Maybe I won’t be, either. And if not, that’s a loss we’ll both have to own, and move on.”
Oh, God. The stab to his gut was sharp. Powerful. Had he honestly thought she’d forgive him, and they’d simply go back to the place they had been? Somehow, he mastered the unexpected pain and managed a sad, lopsided smile.
“I suppose we will at that.” He glanced toward where Taylor stood by the car, studying them with undisguised interest. “Better go.”                       
“Let me know what you find,” she said, all business again. “I doubt it’ll overlap with any of my cases, but you never know.”
“You bet.”
Before Shane could say anything more, she turned and walked into the building without a backward glance. As though they’d never been anything to each other at all.
Which was how he’d wanted it. Right?